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A survivor responds to
the question "How do you feel about people who
say the Holocaust never happened?" Henryka Schermant
Shaw, b. 1927, Krakow, Poland. Immigrated to Australia
1953.
Henryka Shaw was born in 1927 in Krakow, Poland. Her
maiden name was Schermant. With her mother, Mina,
she was taken to a concentration camp and and later
they were forcibly separated. Her father, Ignatzy
Schermant, was also interned in a camp, but did not
survive the incarceration. Henryka's sister, Francuszka,
was in her early twenties and survived by living illegally
in Budapest. The only male sibling, Szymon, perished
during the war. Noone from Henryka's mother's family,
the Pleisners, survived. There were eight siblings,
some married with children. This whole family group
perished during the war.

Henryka Shaw in 1939
"My father came from a
family of four children, two sisters and two
brothers. Both brothers and one sister were
married with children. There were no survivors,"
says Henryka. "Now my mother's maiden
name, Pleisner, and my father's name, Schermant,
have ceased to exist. Two whole family names
and their respective family trees and history
will end with my passing.
Henryka Shaw with
her family today
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From the beginning I was in the ghetto in Krakow.
My parents were constantly fearful that I would be
taken off the street and placed in a transport. This
was due to the fact that I was tall and quite young.
If you were young you were issued with a blue work
permit, but being too young to work meant being sent
away to die. Death was constantly with us. I spent
time in several camps: Plaszów, Auschwitz, Bergen-Belsen,
Venus-berg and Mathausen. I worked as a slave labourer
and I was whipped in front of the (Plaszów) camp
commander Amon Goeth and its 10 000 inmates. I have
a number tattooed on my arm - it is A-26538. How can
anyone deny this happened?
My whole life is affected by my camp experiences.
I suffer the effects to this day. The suffering in
the camps taught me how to survive life's difficulties!
When I see injustice, I am compelled to speak out.
These injustices incense me. I automatically react
to it. Any injustice, unfairness or prejudice - I
can't take it. All those millions who perished are
the witnesses to my rage, my grief, my distress. I
lost all. My family and my extended family, my friends,
but also life's opportunities: a formal education
and a sense of one's peaceful existence. A normal
life.
I stand alone like a tree with no roots. I sleep
with the radio on to drown out my thoughts at night.
These memories of the camps destroyed my soul, my
inner peace. To deny the holocaust is to deny my existence
and my suffering.
If on the radio I hear of people, and especially
Jews, being spoken about in a derogatory manner, I
become alert and tense and the night is finished for
me. I have to reach for a sleeping pill in order to
get some sleep. I see statements of Holocaust denial
in books or any form of literature, and I feel these
statements are directed at me personally. I would
like these people to change their point of view; for
the denial to stop. All the great deniers should visit
the places where the atrocities occurred; that would
curtail their outright lies, their denials. What drives
these denials? These attitudes only promote racism
and that is dangerous in our world.
I am now in my seventies. There are not so many of
us holocaust survivors left to counteract those lies.
You young people can make a difference by reading
our stories and teaching your own children tolerance.
In many cases the horrors of the holocaust go far
beyond words and we have struggled with our demons
to tell our stories. When I find myself with some
of my contemporaries who also survived the Nazi atrocities,
our conversation invariably goes back to the camps;
to the witnessing of hangings, shootings, being in
a death march and the smell of burning flesh. How
can anyone deny this, the Holocaust? For all of us,
the ultimate enjoyment of our lives has been destroyed.
The deniers need to witness the sites where our youth
ended and our emotions calcified; a time out of time
where there was nothing beyond humiliation and suffering.
Today as I walk around our beautiful city of Sydney,
I see the beauty and the sun. There was no sun in
the camps. Although the seasons changed I did not
see the sun or feel its warmth. When my memories of
these years come flooding back, the sun goes down."
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